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I'm against NATO involvement in Syria

February 28th, 2020

When Turkish troops get hit, it's on Erdogan, it's his war. NATO should not get involved here. Sorry. I'm trying to prevent a ww3 scenario here. I've said it all along NATO out of Afghanistan, out of Africa and out of any other place outside of our borders.


Why is there so many jackass-employers?

February 27th, 2020

I do believe employers should be judged just like Harvey Weinstein was. There is a list of criteria I can assemble to judge them with.


Do I believe in God?

February 27th, 2020

I've been through phases where I acknowledged god, and I've been through phases where I denied god. I'm not gonna lie about this. I've never verbally outed acknowledgement of god except when I had my psychosis, as what I saw was beyond what I could fathom this world could become. I mean how do you explain hallucinations? If it's an overwhelming experience then it must be done with godly powers. We all want god to be in favour of us, but what if god is not in favour of our ideal world image? When I was in a hallucinatory state I was able to function, but it was becoming irritating to always have delusions around what I saw. Eventually I got medical care. I'm receiving this to this day. Does god like me? Do I like god still? The answer lies deep within me, but it's nobodies business to know what I believe. It's me that has to know. I do know that the universe is big, very big. And there is lifeforms on earth that have any shape and colour. It's gods will to be any of those is my believe, or if god so choses he can be all at once. It's not needed for "an expert" to tell me I'm right or wrong. This goes beyond experts. Experts are just professions that are attained like a wolf puts on a sheeps clothing. But truly godlyness so highly cannot have an intermediator, it comes in its pure direct form. Everyone says a psychosis is a negative experience, I say no. It is an experience that is overwhelming but it is not negative. When exposed to overwhelming events the human mind has a tendency to frustrate. Frustration is a negative experience because we have to admit that we're just little. Now I'd like to end this, I'd like to point to statements that say that people who are naturally born blind do not get psychosis. Things that make you go think, and wonder.


Donated 5 EUR to OpenSMTPD

February 26th, 2020

It's a small gesture to tell them I back them, and to pay Gilles a little something for being such a great ML administrator. OpenSMTPD hasn't had it easy the last few months with vulnerabilities coming out at a higher frequency. It just goes to show, software development isn't a breethe, it's damn hard to get things secure. They say for every 400 lines of C code there is a bug, I hope that's not true for my own software, but it could indeed be.


Schweinfurt goes to the polls on March 15, 2020

February 26th, 2020

There is really only one party to vote for, "Die Gruenen". Also Holger Laschka (Die Gruenen) is coming back to Schweinfurt and is a Mayor candidate. I'm going to vote for him. He owned a PC store in Schweinfurt once and I once bought a PC there. I remember him making commentary that a Core i7 is perhaps not that good for the environment but he fulfilled my order back then. He left Schweinfurt for a bit for Munich region because it's impossible to find a job here, I know exactly how that feels. But he was born here and was a long time Schweinfurter. Looking forward to him replacing Mayor Remele.


Over seven years in my current apartment

February 23rd, 2020

In February 2013 I moved into my current apartment, this is just slightly longer than the longest stays I had in my lifetime 1. seven years at Rossbrunn Str. in Schweinfurt 1980-1987, and 2. Living in Stratford, ON 1987-1994. All other times I lived in different apartments in Darmstadt, Toronto, Brampton, Barrie, Montreal, Frankfurt and Schweinfurt. Time seems to go by faster with age.


Happy Two-day too

February 22nd, 2020

:-) A happy two day to you too!


The give and the take

February 21th, 2020

Clearly it's evident that somewhere in some city someone went too far. I'm talking about the gunman in Hanau. Was he really racist? Or did he admire someone of colour? Was he really having sexual problems? Or was he just like anyone in society that didn't get married at an early age. I blame not just this subgroup "The racists" in society for this persons actions. I blame the entire society. It failed this dude. It failed to protect him from extremist actions. The entire blame cannot be put on him. And I don't have angst on english speakers, I don't have right-wing ideologies, and I don't have the need to go shoot up a Shishkebob place.

When I lived in Frankfurt a very strange event happened to me. I tried to high five a stranger, because I was feeling great. He thought I was coming after him and called the cops who then detained me and fingerprinted me and took my DNA. I'm sure I was put into some book by them, but it was all a misunderstanding. This is when society is paranoid I concluded. The hate lies within the system and it needs to change. With regards to buddy who then killed 9 strangers, his mother and himself he was a product of this environment, so much I'm sure. And yes he was a weak one, who didn't have better judgement over his actions. 'Nuff said.


Happy Between Two-days

February 21st, 2020

Yesterday was 202002020, tomorrow will be 20200222, both two-days. Then no two-day's until 2022! And after 2022 not until 2200!


Happy Two-day

February 20th, 2020

Today is 20200220, that's rare.


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